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I ended up leaving before him and decided to write my number down and stick it on the front of his windshield. It turns out that he just needed something from his car but wasn’t actually leaving. How is it that his smile assured me that I was okay, yet I doubted myself to the point of believing he was out of my league?Īfter feeling embarrassed from my less than lucid speech, I went back into the gym without asking for his number until I saw an opportunity to take the creeper status a step further. I have a few of my own, so I half lied and asked him if he had gotten it done in the area as if I were really interested.Įven though he didn’t seem to mind my interruption, my fear would not subside.įear has got to be one of the most debilitating emotions there is.
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On one hand I liked not having witnesses to what could be a moment of distressing rejection, but on the other hand I wondered if I looked like a total stalker. I followed him out of the gym to his car. My sweaty appearance was less than the first impression I’d want to make on anyone, but I knew that if I didn’t say something, anything, that I’d regret it. The nerves were no better now than when I’d first seen him. While I mustered the audacity to introduce myself I thought, “If he’s still here by the time I’m done, I WILL say something.” My workout was a crutch of procrastination. I wanted to approach him but didn’t know how or what to do without drooling. I couldn’t tell what his background was but he reminded me of Dwayne Johnson. I was pedaling away on the elliptical machine when I saw what looked to be a modern day Adonis across the gym.